*//Just really, unamused, slow clapping . . ./
Before I actually begin rambling on like I do when writing a journal, I would first like to say
Due to my inactivity, which I don't think I could ever apologise for enough, if anyone wishes to un-watch please go on right ahead! I mean, it's totally your choice to begin with no matter what, but I feel extremely horrible and annoyed about my constant 'Oh I'll be back'
and 'Ay long time no see lmao'
, and I'm sure it's annoying to some of you as well. It probably sounds like I don't really care, but honestly I do! I'm only saying this because I'd hate for you to all waste your time on an account that's barely active anymore, such as mine. I feel horrible! But it happens. And to those that have just started watching me, THANK YOU SO MUCH AND I APOLOGISE IN ADVANCE
To be frank, I've been on tumblr more than anything. I'm more active on there, especially since it's on mobile. I know dA has mobile, but I'm not exactly sure how to use it and it freezes on my device...so that's partially why I'm inactive--tumblr. Secondly, and the main reason is, I've been busy with my job and a lot of college things--open houses, applications, etc,. I'm a senior this year, in fact I just went back to school today! I admit, it's great to see everyone at school but the undeniable urge to punch everyone in the throat is still there...I give it a month.
I SWEAR I'M NOT A HORRIBLE, ABUSIVE PERSON; I DON'T HAVE A MEAN BONE IN MY BODY, BUT OMG SOME PEOPLE IN MY HIGHSCHOOL ARE JUST UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG, I SWEAR
Anyways, with a job and working with my college things, and my last year I've been really, REALLY busy lately. The worst of it all is, I haven't really drawn anything in the past several months. I mean, I've doodled, done small things here and there, but nothing majour to actually get me back in the swing of things, so to speak. I've just been out of it. Like I'll start something--I did, like three months ago, and it still isn't finished. I just, I'm really out of it! That probably sounds like I'm really sad or something, but I can promise you, I'm not! I'm moreso lazy and just unimpressed with what I've been drawing, which is terrible. Through others, I can make a masterpiece, but through my own eyes, it's 'eh'. I'm sure we've all been there at one point or another. If you haven't: GREAT!!!
Anyways, that's basically all I really wanted to say! I'll MAYBE
post my drawing (I have no idea how to finish it, to be honest
) that has yet to be finished, maybe even some of the doodles! I'll try to be more active, though probably only on the weekends! My apologies!
I hope you're all doing absolutely fabulous, like you should be!How are you all
Remember, you're all extremely beautiful / handsome people and I adore you, though I may not show it well...
((I just really wanted to use Avenger emoticons.))